I love you with all my heart
trust you with all I have
for you hold the heavens
and earth in your hand
you died on the cross for me
took all my sin and shame
your name is holy
exalted above all earth
Glorious redeemer
you have paid for my life
you have gone before me
now I’ll walk by your side
I lift my hands to you lord
you are worthy of my praise
Jesus reigns
Jesus you reign
One thing I ask
that I may dwell in your house forever
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Halloween week
Went to church both times this week, haha service is powerful as usual, I wonder how many NFs got saved, I wanted to bring friends too.. Saddedism, always cannot.. Ahh well, my time is coming soon, I can feel it! NP/CTSS revival will be awesome~~~
Haha they reorganised the zone today, it's gonna be an all girls' CG and all guys CG again, honestly, I was unhappy at 1st but on hindsight, it's a good idea to reorg now =D Time to step up, Hooray, PTL here I come heheh, excited! Oddly, I'm under Wei Chao now, not too used to changing my CGL I guess, but we're quite close with the girls' side anyway, so not much will be changed, only the members of the CG, haha God is great =D
DC on Sat was great as well, learnt more about prayer, haha I am excited about so many things now, getting called for DC is a great thing that happened to me, I hope/pray that I'll be able to go next week's DC though, might have family badminton again.. Haha hmmm, apparently my mum hasn't booked it yet, awesome!! Haha
Grandma's in hospital though, heard she's kicking up a fuss in there O.o She complaining that she wants to go home? And she wanted to go in there in the first place.. Hmmm... She's going to be out soon I guess, haha feels weird not having my dad and grandma around actually. Hmm, the house's quiet.. TOO quiet?
Feeling more mature now, Darren said it, hmm... I dont know, I never noticed, haha oh well, TCP + church made me more mature, credit goes to the both of them, not me =D
Taking down Cbox too, too may random spammers =.= Sides, no one uses it haha! Oh well, msn me if ya need anything =D
Haha they reorganised the zone today, it's gonna be an all girls' CG and all guys CG again, honestly, I was unhappy at 1st but on hindsight, it's a good idea to reorg now =D Time to step up, Hooray, PTL here I come heheh, excited! Oddly, I'm under Wei Chao now, not too used to changing my CGL I guess, but we're quite close with the girls' side anyway, so not much will be changed, only the members of the CG, haha God is great =D
DC on Sat was great as well, learnt more about prayer, haha I am excited about so many things now, getting called for DC is a great thing that happened to me, I hope/pray that I'll be able to go next week's DC though, might have family badminton again.. Haha hmmm, apparently my mum hasn't booked it yet, awesome!! Haha
Grandma's in hospital though, heard she's kicking up a fuss in there O.o She complaining that she wants to go home? And she wanted to go in there in the first place.. Hmmm... She's going to be out soon I guess, haha feels weird not having my dad and grandma around actually. Hmm, the house's quiet.. TOO quiet?
Feeling more mature now, Darren said it, hmm... I dont know, I never noticed, haha oh well, TCP + church made me more mature, credit goes to the both of them, not me =D
Taking down Cbox too, too may random spammers =.= Sides, no one uses it haha! Oh well, msn me if ya need anything =D
Friday, October 22, 2010
TCP 2010, camp 5
Best camp ever I'd say, in terms of inspiration.. Just wow.. I can't believe it.. All the mentors and the camp trainers, Joel + Rachel really worked hard to make this camp a success.. It's amazing, really could see their passion for young people like us.. Wow..
We had a great mentor as well, then again, I suppose every mentor was great! Haha you can really tell if someone's really really true just by observing them and Bee Lian was just a great mentor and all, haha and to think we started the camp w/o having a mentor *awkwardness is awkward >.>*
Anyway, the group was great, I have to admit that FOC was better but hey, Team Singapore wasn't bad in any case =D My only regret is that I didn't really talk to Rachel, Lin jie, Si En, GZ.. Haha ok I didn't talk to a lot of them.. Hmmm, I sure was noisy though XD Ahh well, admittedly my personality came out in the first few hours.. Hope I didn't anger anyone >.>
Anyway yeap, great camp.. Super great points that were said, I mean it's hard to really think about changing the world and all, but we'll just have ta do it one step at a time =D They really meant it on the first day when they said that we'd not want to leave when the camp ended Haha =D
Lots of events happened as well, haha most memorable was the paper bag game XD Best known as, the "going to jail" game.. Seriously, everyone went to jail for some weird reason LOL From being too tall to being a man to being a supermodel LOL and i the best bah, sent to jail for polygamy O.O Strangest reason ever.. Spent half my time in jail though LOL Denise chiong to my team just to arrest us at the start.. Hmmm, ahh well.. Escaping from jail was fun =D Learnt about the problems of the poor people as well.. Corrupted government.. Man.. That must suck.. I guess we complain too much here.. LKY and the government have been great and we still complain.. Can't be contented can we? =/
Crossing the moat for 4 hours 32 mins and 3 secs.. Umm, way for us to beat the record? LOL But yea, we showed great perseverance =D But if we can spend so much time doing something as pointless as that, we're definitely able to succeed in our goals! I mean we need a clear goal, determination, practice and to be constantly engaged in what we're trying to do.. Then it'll be successful =D It's amazing how they made a game into a life-learning experience..
So much more I could type, but I'm lazy.. Heh heh heh.. Missed out on LAC though.. Sadded, I wanted to go for both.. Oh well.. The future is great =D Thinking of doing my internship with Trybe when I get to that year though.. Hmm, seems interesting =D Haha we can't change the world alone, but we'll be able to do it with more people I'm sure =D
We had a great mentor as well, then again, I suppose every mentor was great! Haha you can really tell if someone's really really true just by observing them and Bee Lian was just a great mentor and all, haha and to think we started the camp w/o having a mentor *awkwardness is awkward >.>*
Anyway, the group was great, I have to admit that FOC was better but hey, Team Singapore wasn't bad in any case =D My only regret is that I didn't really talk to Rachel, Lin jie, Si En, GZ.. Haha ok I didn't talk to a lot of them.. Hmmm, I sure was noisy though XD Ahh well, admittedly my personality came out in the first few hours.. Hope I didn't anger anyone >.>
Anyway yeap, great camp.. Super great points that were said, I mean it's hard to really think about changing the world and all, but we'll just have ta do it one step at a time =D They really meant it on the first day when they said that we'd not want to leave when the camp ended Haha =D
Lots of events happened as well, haha most memorable was the paper bag game XD Best known as, the "going to jail" game.. Seriously, everyone went to jail for some weird reason LOL From being too tall to being a man to being a supermodel LOL and i the best bah, sent to jail for polygamy O.O Strangest reason ever.. Spent half my time in jail though LOL Denise chiong to my team just to arrest us at the start.. Hmmm, ahh well.. Escaping from jail was fun =D Learnt about the problems of the poor people as well.. Corrupted government.. Man.. That must suck.. I guess we complain too much here.. LKY and the government have been great and we still complain.. Can't be contented can we? =/
Crossing the moat for 4 hours 32 mins and 3 secs.. Umm, way for us to beat the record? LOL But yea, we showed great perseverance =D But if we can spend so much time doing something as pointless as that, we're definitely able to succeed in our goals! I mean we need a clear goal, determination, practice and to be constantly engaged in what we're trying to do.. Then it'll be successful =D It's amazing how they made a game into a life-learning experience..
So much more I could type, but I'm lazy.. Heh heh heh.. Missed out on LAC though.. Sadded, I wanted to go for both.. Oh well.. The future is great =D Thinking of doing my internship with Trybe when I get to that year though.. Hmm, seems interesting =D Haha we can't change the world alone, but we'll be able to do it with more people I'm sure =D
Sunday, October 17, 2010
17/10 BF week
Today's great! Haha Building Fund's here.. I got an amount that will really stretch my faith.. Hmm, I think its possible, all things are anyway with His divine help =D Haha can't wait for the time when I'll give to BF, although I did check 1 time payment.. Umm, this is gonna be interesting.. Haha oh well, nothing to worry about I guess =D
Testimonies today were super impactful.. WOW Joelson's in particular.. With God's grace, he became a top scorer of his class and only a few years ago, he was involved in gang fights and all that.. Wow.. God is amazing, God's grace in particular, He'll be too glad to receive those that backslided I'm sure.. Breakthroughs and miracles will happen as long as we believe and have faith that they will happen =D
Gave my 1st tithe today, haha awesome, tithing and BF pledge day on the same day, haha I wanted to give last week, ah well, a week after Swee Tian's.. Mine is still easy to remember bah =D
We definitely need our own home now, praying for so many things, but everything will come to past one day =D
Testimonies today were super impactful.. WOW Joelson's in particular.. With God's grace, he became a top scorer of his class and only a few years ago, he was involved in gang fights and all that.. Wow.. God is amazing, God's grace in particular, He'll be too glad to receive those that backslided I'm sure.. Breakthroughs and miracles will happen as long as we believe and have faith that they will happen =D
Gave my 1st tithe today, haha awesome, tithing and BF pledge day on the same day, haha I wanted to give last week, ah well, a week after Swee Tian's.. Mine is still easy to remember bah =D
We definitely need our own home now, praying for so many things, but everything will come to past one day =D
Sunday, October 10, 2010
10/10/10
1st thing: Finished Follow up =D Haha I can't believe I've finished it.. Its been such a long time.. And that 2 month break I had between my 2nd and 3rd follow up due to hectic schedules >.> Haha But I finished =D Really felt myself grow spiritually and wow, its powerful =D More lives will be impacted and I really want to bring friends to church!! Haha But its what God wants me to do for Him, so I'll just let Him decide =D
2nd: Swee Tian's 1st tithe (and mine next week) Exciting!! Haha wow I am excited!! After I start tithing I can give ta Building Fund, hooray! This shall be a breakthrough in my life =D Giving to God shall be one of the greatest ways in which I'll be able to give back to Him, for all that He has done in my life.. Gosh, 2010 has been an awesome year for me! =D
Couldn't give my tithe though.. Hai, it has to be a monthly basis.. And I wanted to give it on a weekly basis, ahh well, save up and give bah, hahaha I am really excited for the future now =D
2nd: Swee Tian's 1st tithe (and mine next week) Exciting!! Haha wow I am excited!! After I start tithing I can give ta Building Fund, hooray! This shall be a breakthrough in my life =D Giving to God shall be one of the greatest ways in which I'll be able to give back to Him, for all that He has done in my life.. Gosh, 2010 has been an awesome year for me! =D
Couldn't give my tithe though.. Hai, it has to be a monthly basis.. And I wanted to give it on a weekly basis, ahh well, save up and give bah, hahaha I am really excited for the future now =D
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
More thoughts! @ 10am after I woke up O.o
Felt God speaking to me in the morning! Haha He told me to make full use of the article that will be published by Straits Times.. Don't know whether it'll be a good/neutral article, but I'm sure that we'll have to make sure that people won't put Christianity down due to a newspaper article, after all it won't even reflect the truth.. And there's so many things that the article won't write about, I'm sure.. It's time to really stand out and stand up for HOGC =D
Thought of other things as well, whoa, we're actually not slaves to just money, but also time as well.. Pastor How said that if we live in debt, then we're slaves to money! O.o Phew, luckily I never wanted to be in debt.. That's why I always decline when ppl want to lend me money... Yea,so DONT lend me money guys =D Anyway, we're also slaves to time.. We always complain about having no time to do this and do that.. But actually, all we need to do is to plan out our time well and also plan when are our break times too =D Life's so much easier once we start planning,unfortunately I don't plan though.. Heh heh heh >.> Must. Start. Planning. Soon.
Thought of other things as well, whoa, we're actually not slaves to just money, but also time as well.. Pastor How said that if we live in debt, then we're slaves to money! O.o Phew, luckily I never wanted to be in debt.. That's why I always decline when ppl want to lend me money... Yea,so DONT lend me money guys =D Anyway, we're also slaves to time.. We always complain about having no time to do this and do that.. But actually, all we need to do is to plan out our time well and also plan when are our break times too =D Life's so much easier once we start planning,unfortunately I don't plan though.. Heh heh heh >.> Must. Start. Planning. Soon.
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Thoughts
I've been thinking a lot lately.. That problem's one that I've always been thinking of.. Hmm, I'm just surprised, I've always thought that I'll be able to overcome it with God's power and I've never doubted it O.o Lots of relapses this week though.. I have no idea what's wrong with me.. I guess I still need more time, this would be quite awesome in my testimony when I overcome it =D
Thought of that time at Men United too, Xin Chi prophecized that I knew who I was individually and somehow I never thought of that before.. Hmmm, then there was a time during the poly stayover where Darren said I didn't feel very confident in myself which I also didn't realise.. Damn, there are a lot of things I don't realise HAHA, Ahh well, most important thing is to have faith in God, for He's with us at all times, even through good times and bad..
Going to my new work place later.. Honestly I ain't very confident in my abilities O.o AHh well, God's with me, I know I'll do well.. Building Fund's nearing and I'm going to give whatever number I'll get from God, there isn't a number yet though.. Heh heh, tithing 1st then, already at the last part of my follow up already, so excited for the future =D
PS. No idea why.. But everytime I sing Alleluia to Christ the Lord out loud I tear O.o Strange.. God's presence for sure =D
Thought of that time at Men United too, Xin Chi prophecized that I knew who I was individually and somehow I never thought of that before.. Hmmm, then there was a time during the poly stayover where Darren said I didn't feel very confident in myself which I also didn't realise.. Damn, there are a lot of things I don't realise HAHA, Ahh well, most important thing is to have faith in God, for He's with us at all times, even through good times and bad..
Going to my new work place later.. Honestly I ain't very confident in my abilities O.o AHh well, God's with me, I know I'll do well.. Building Fund's nearing and I'm going to give whatever number I'll get from God, there isn't a number yet though.. Heh heh, tithing 1st then, already at the last part of my follow up already, so excited for the future =D
PS. No idea why.. But everytime I sing Alleluia to Christ the Lord out loud I tear O.o Strange.. God's presence for sure =D
Random events
Haha Long time haven't updated me blog.. Apparently too tired.. With church events, ahh, it was worth it =D
Poly outing/stayover was superb, heh, somehow we didn't start until 12.30 though.. Ohh well, we did have some bonding with C zone I guess, that's just awesome, Edbert showed up for the stayover as well which was well, amazing!! Haha he might be the only new friend that stayed over at church =D I couldnt.. Though I thought I could.. Haha oh well, heard they played soccer till 4am O.o Ok... 4am... No wonder everyone couldnt wake up XD
Anyway, trip to ecp was great =D I finally learnt how to cycle.. Hooray? Lol I learnt cycling at age 17.. That's gonna be an interesting story my kids will hear.. Heh heh heh.. Better teach them how to when they're young O.o It didn't rain as well, defying all weather predictions for that day haha =D
After that we had an outing to MINDS cafe, haha luckily I didn't play any games.. Else I'd had to spend more money again.. >.> Went later cos I had badminton earlier with Andre, haha we're kinda bad I guess.. Sometimes got skills, sometimes dont have.. O.o I have got to stop hitting the metal =.=
Great time with God's family =D I'd give anything to have that time with everybody in the CG again =D
Poly outing/stayover was superb, heh, somehow we didn't start until 12.30 though.. Ohh well, we did have some bonding with C zone I guess, that's just awesome, Edbert showed up for the stayover as well which was well, amazing!! Haha he might be the only new friend that stayed over at church =D I couldnt.. Though I thought I could.. Haha oh well, heard they played soccer till 4am O.o Ok... 4am... No wonder everyone couldnt wake up XD
Anyway, trip to ecp was great =D I finally learnt how to cycle.. Hooray? Lol I learnt cycling at age 17.. That's gonna be an interesting story my kids will hear.. Heh heh heh.. Better teach them how to when they're young O.o It didn't rain as well, defying all weather predictions for that day haha =D
After that we had an outing to MINDS cafe, haha luckily I didn't play any games.. Else I'd had to spend more money again.. >.> Went later cos I had badminton earlier with Andre, haha we're kinda bad I guess.. Sometimes got skills, sometimes dont have.. O.o I have got to stop hitting the metal =.=
Great time with God's family =D I'd give anything to have that time with everybody in the CG again =D
Friday, September 17, 2010
Chalet =D
Class chalet was just plain awesome =D Had some memorable moments (Yes, that taxi driver is the most memorable). Had fun playing Mahjongg with Denise, Kang ling, Li Ting, Glenn, Mandy and Ya Xun.. I.... Still kinda suck at it =.= Haha but its ok, I just need more practice.. Can't believe that Ya Xun played that since Pri 5 actually O.o
Failed to catch the sun rise though.. Hmm, did I try to catch it last year? I can't even remember anymore >.> Spent the time before that talking to Jingshan & Kimberly though.. Ok maybe sitting in would be the better term since I didn't talk much, both shared something which they never shared with anyine else.. O.o Chalet = secrets, lots of them XD kidding kidding =D
Really want another chalet with T04, haha its damn epic =D Too bad we don't have much money =.= Bah.. Next year/semester bah.. Hopefully can play Mahjonng + more stories again, and less sleep again XD
Monday, September 13, 2010
Lyrics for You are my father
What a powerful song =D
YOU ARE MY FATHER
Verse 1:
It doesn't matter where I run, You're there for me
It doesn't matter what I've done Your love's for me
You wipe away the tears, You lift me when I fall
My life is safe by the mercy of Your grace
Verse 2:
It doesn't matter where I go, You walk with me
It doesn't matter when I fall, You cover me
You wipe away the tears, You lift me when I fall
My life is safe by the mercy of Your grace
Chorus:
You are my Father, Provider
You're my Deliverer
Your mercies embrace me, surround me
Through Your everlasting love
Father I worship You
Father I worship You
And Your love is for me
And Your love is for me
And Your love is forever
YOU ARE MY FATHER
Verse 1:
It doesn't matter where I run, You're there for me
It doesn't matter what I've done Your love's for me
You wipe away the tears, You lift me when I fall
My life is safe by the mercy of Your grace
Verse 2:
It doesn't matter where I go, You walk with me
It doesn't matter when I fall, You cover me
You wipe away the tears, You lift me when I fall
My life is safe by the mercy of Your grace
Chorus:
You are my Father, Provider
You're my Deliverer
Your mercies embrace me, surround me
Through Your everlasting love
Father I worship You
Father I worship You
And Your love is for me
And Your love is for me
And Your love is forever
Monday, September 6, 2010
Last CG for T04 (probably)
*shrugs* I still wanna have more of CG HAHA But I dont think it'll happen, unless Andre really is right and we do preparations for CG instead.. O.o Too much trouble? Haha maybe we should recommend it to Glenn then see how.. Its fun leading worship anyway =D And I wanted to force, I mean ask Andre to play the guitar instead of Sherlynn anyway =P And I really wanted Jingshan to come for it too.. Dammit, so many things to do =.=
Anyway, service yesterday with Pastor Lia was awesome as well =D Quite blessed to have Pastor How and Lia in HOGC i guess. Their sacrifices will not be in vain! Haha But wow, I didnt know Pastor Lia was so.. Spiritually strong even at such a young age.. Yea, its time we step up and build the church with them =D
Few days before service the burden of bringing people to salvation really struck me, I definitely want to bring someone to Christ this year, definitely will pray for it =D I have so many things I wanna do for Christ already, letting the Holy Spirit guide me, that would be the best XD
Really think I can worship quite well, seemed quite powerful during service that time.. Wow, I never knew I had so much potential (or is it false potential? HAHA). Nevertheless, leading worship should be something else I shall dream for =D
Anyway, service yesterday with Pastor Lia was awesome as well =D Quite blessed to have Pastor How and Lia in HOGC i guess. Their sacrifices will not be in vain! Haha But wow, I didnt know Pastor Lia was so.. Spiritually strong even at such a young age.. Yea, its time we step up and build the church with them =D
Few days before service the burden of bringing people to salvation really struck me, I definitely want to bring someone to Christ this year, definitely will pray for it =D I have so many things I wanna do for Christ already, letting the Holy Spirit guide me, that would be the best XD
Really think I can worship quite well, seemed quite powerful during service that time.. Wow, I never knew I had so much potential (or is it false potential? HAHA). Nevertheless, leading worship should be something else I shall dream for =D
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Pastor's Birthday Celebration
Wow.. Just wow.. Service was great, haha something practical was preached today =D This will be an extremely great week for people who are going to church for their 1st time I'm sure.. Rhythms, not routines.. Wow, it was powerful beyond words..
Pastor said that making rhythms is the best way to feel energized after a long week.. Haha a.k.a making schedules.. Oh no, I don't have this habit of scheduling all my crap.. think I'd just bore u all to death if I type all the revelations I had today so I'll just say.. Schedule your lives if you haven't done so =D And make sure you do all the important things if you have a bad mood on that day HAHA! Those miscellaneous ones can be left out if you don't feel like doing them..
And then we somehow stumbled upon Ken at the Pasar Malam while waiting for Pastor's celebration to start.. Hmm, what the heck was he doing there? O.o Could be God's way of telling me and Rey to invite him back to HOGC again =D
Onto the celebration.. Wow, incredible performances by "F" zone I think.. Or was it "C"? Haha nonetheless, excellent =D and then at the end.. (Y) I don't think anybody can express what Pastors have done for them in 1 sentence.. There's too much to say.. I'm glad that he should know my name from BMT though.. Its amazing what he does for our church.. I am extremely glad to have him as our pastor!!
Pastor said that making rhythms is the best way to feel energized after a long week.. Haha a.k.a making schedules.. Oh no, I don't have this habit of scheduling all my crap.. think I'd just bore u all to death if I type all the revelations I had today so I'll just say.. Schedule your lives if you haven't done so =D And make sure you do all the important things if you have a bad mood on that day HAHA! Those miscellaneous ones can be left out if you don't feel like doing them..
And then we somehow stumbled upon Ken at the Pasar Malam while waiting for Pastor's celebration to start.. Hmm, what the heck was he doing there? O.o Could be God's way of telling me and Rey to invite him back to HOGC again =D
Onto the celebration.. Wow, incredible performances by "F" zone I think.. Or was it "C"? Haha nonetheless, excellent =D and then at the end.. (Y) I don't think anybody can express what Pastors have done for them in 1 sentence.. There's too much to say.. I'm glad that he should know my name from BMT though.. Its amazing what he does for our church.. I am extremely glad to have him as our pastor!!
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
We're all special
Wow, cg's just awesome.. I never regretted going for it even once.. We had 2 guests today that really livened up the mood I think.. Haha, I still remember the verse that was brought up today: Ephesians 2:10.. We're all special, God made us for a specific purpose and we should always be ourselves. Why bother about what other people think of you? Sometimes, it is natural that we would want to change ourselves to fit in,but in reality, we lose ourselves in the process. Of course, we should also change our attitudes and not use God as an excuse when we do something wrong.. Cg just brought new revelations to me, just like on service on Sunday..
Pastor How's birthday's celebration on Sat =D I can't wait for it HAHA! Excited~ Not sure if I should go though.. Why must it be on a Saturday? O.o
Pastor How's birthday's celebration on Sat =D I can't wait for it HAHA! Excited~ Not sure if I should go though.. Why must it be on a Saturday? O.o
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Quotes/Phrases to remember
"It cannot be 100% God nor 100% Man only, it has to be 100% God and 100% Man" -Glenn
"One life for one life" -Pastor How
"We can feel be alone but yet not feel lonely" -Wei Le
Revelation from a few weeks back: To just watch my words.. I dont want to hurt anyone with my words ever again.
Can't remember any more for now.. I definitely should update this page when I do though.. Pastor How was amazing in his sermon again.. Wow, I really can't believe we have such a great pastor.. And his background is just amazing. Who knew that he went through so much in his life? And it all stemmed from his desire to want his heart to be filled.. Wow.. His birthday celebration will be held next saturday, I really want to give some money to the people in charge of his celebration but I have none.. Must find some money soon =D
Had mood swings lately.. Damnit.. Feeling damn negative at the moment.. *sigh* So many things I should have said.. Should have asked people to pray for me as well.. Why the hell can't I just be transparent and let people know how I'm feeling at the moment?
"One life for one life" -Pastor How
"We can feel be alone but yet not feel lonely" -Wei Le
Revelation from a few weeks back: To just watch my words.. I dont want to hurt anyone with my words ever again.
Can't remember any more for now.. I definitely should update this page when I do though.. Pastor How was amazing in his sermon again.. Wow, I really can't believe we have such a great pastor.. And his background is just amazing. Who knew that he went through so much in his life? And it all stemmed from his desire to want his heart to be filled.. Wow.. His birthday celebration will be held next saturday, I really want to give some money to the people in charge of his celebration but I have none.. Must find some money soon =D
Had mood swings lately.. Damnit.. Feeling damn negative at the moment.. *sigh* So many things I should have said.. Should have asked people to pray for me as well.. Why the hell can't I just be transparent and let people know how I'm feeling at the moment?
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Optimism
Dont know why but otw to school today I just thought of the reasons for me optimism..
I guess it seems kinda weird? Epic depression last year was crap.. Lol ahh wellllllllllll. Its over, a long long long time ago, seen things in a different light now =D
Anyway, optimism is quite easy to me I guess. Its just seeing things from other perspectives (not emo if you're the emo kind that somehow came to this blog LOL).. Just be simple, and be thankful of everything.. Fred said that the human mind contains 70% negative thoughts, which is so bleeding true.. Haha even in reality, most of us focus on the negative aspects of people.. Example: My dad? Haha I always complained about him, forgetting all the crap he's done for the family.. Like working so hard and still finding time to play badminton with us every week.. Life's like that, we're too caught up with the negative part of people.. Everyone isn't perfect, yet we expect perfection from other people I guess..
Is this a random revelation I got this year? Haha I don't know.. Argubly the biggest revelation I've had so far if that's the case.. And I'm just there for 4 months? Thanks God! And you if you're going to try to remember all the good things about people.. TRY. Haha
PS. No idea why the hell I even decided to post this.. Yay for randomness~
I guess it seems kinda weird? Epic depression last year was crap.. Lol ahh wellllllllllll. Its over, a long long long time ago, seen things in a different light now =D
Anyway, optimism is quite easy to me I guess. Its just seeing things from other perspectives (not emo if you're the emo kind that somehow came to this blog LOL).. Just be simple, and be thankful of everything.. Fred said that the human mind contains 70% negative thoughts, which is so bleeding true.. Haha even in reality, most of us focus on the negative aspects of people.. Example: My dad? Haha I always complained about him, forgetting all the crap he's done for the family.. Like working so hard and still finding time to play badminton with us every week.. Life's like that, we're too caught up with the negative part of people.. Everyone isn't perfect, yet we expect perfection from other people I guess..
Is this a random revelation I got this year? Haha I don't know.. Argubly the biggest revelation I've had so far if that's the case.. And I'm just there for 4 months? Thanks God! And you if you're going to try to remember all the good things about people.. TRY. Haha
PS. No idea why the hell I even decided to post this.. Yay for randomness~
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Thoughts..
Thinking about too many things.. That dream is still one of those thoughts.. Wishing there was a sign about that dream.. Is it just a random dream or does it hold any special significance? I honestly don't know.. And I don't wanna think about it.. >.>
Went to school today, apparently I was supposed to study but me, Mandy and Sherlynn all goofed off.. Well technically we were preparing for CG tmr.. I'm going to lead worship tomorrow with Many.. Ok, its kinda weird I guess.. Bah.. What's the worst that can happen? Time to step it up and believe in myself!
Did a proper Quiet Time at 2am.. I guess its kinda hard to do it w/o completing follow up but Pastor Lia had said it briefly during the finale of BMT, He told me to have faith.. Why the heck do I not have faith in some things? I don't know, I'll just pray about it I guess.. My ministry is more or less settled, by settled I mean 1st choice: Writing. Why? Cos my grammer is good, and my English is ok so why not? Haha time will tell =D
Went to school today, apparently I was supposed to study but me, Mandy and Sherlynn all goofed off.. Well technically we were preparing for CG tmr.. I'm going to lead worship tomorrow with Many.. Ok, its kinda weird I guess.. Bah.. What's the worst that can happen? Time to step it up and believe in myself!
Did a proper Quiet Time at 2am.. I guess its kinda hard to do it w/o completing follow up but Pastor Lia had said it briefly during the finale of BMT, He told me to have faith.. Why the heck do I not have faith in some things? I don't know, I'll just pray about it I guess.. My ministry is more or less settled, by settled I mean 1st choice: Writing. Why? Cos my grammer is good, and my English is ok so why not? Haha time will tell =D
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Double CG, 12/8/2010
Title says it all, 2 CGs in 1 day.. Hell was it tiring.. Haha
1st CG: Glenn's. We were supposed to have it yesterday but changed to today somehow.. Haha with everyone except Sherlynn being early.. (I and Mandy probably would have been early as well if Glenn hadn't woke up late) Anyway.. Revisited my past AGAIN.. I seriously hate revisiting my past.. I have far too many things.. I am afraid of sharing, I will admit that.. I'm afraid of so many things.. =/ Eff, I dont want to revisit those memories again.. Glenn's right though.. God's there to take away all the hurtful words that people have said to me, maybe that's what I need to do, to entrust God with all those "darts" and let Him take them out for me
2nd CG: HOGC's. Haha had fun in this.. Evangelising.. I really was surprised.. Hmm, actually I dont have a dream while being in church.. Right now its just I wanna get Jingshan to church.. And if she becomes a Christian I would be even happier.. I'll see how things go from there.. Haha felt God's presence today.. He told me that Jingshan will come to church, but He didnt tell me when.. Hmm, nevermind I shall be patient and wait.. I know she's coming, I have absolute faith in her.. Wei Ling's right, the only way to thank God is to reach out to more people.. That way, more people will be saved and God wants to save those who are lost. By reaching out, we're helping Him with his task! (Y)
Prayers:
5 people from T04 to be planted in HOGC by December
Jingshan to come ta church
Mandy to become a Christian
Yijun, Andre and De Wei to go for service at least once
Me to overcome my sharing issue..
God to take out those "darts" in my heart
1st CG: Glenn's. We were supposed to have it yesterday but changed to today somehow.. Haha with everyone except Sherlynn being early.. (I and Mandy probably would have been early as well if Glenn hadn't woke up late) Anyway.. Revisited my past AGAIN.. I seriously hate revisiting my past.. I have far too many things.. I am afraid of sharing, I will admit that.. I'm afraid of so many things.. =/ Eff, I dont want to revisit those memories again.. Glenn's right though.. God's there to take away all the hurtful words that people have said to me, maybe that's what I need to do, to entrust God with all those "darts" and let Him take them out for me
2nd CG: HOGC's. Haha had fun in this.. Evangelising.. I really was surprised.. Hmm, actually I dont have a dream while being in church.. Right now its just I wanna get Jingshan to church.. And if she becomes a Christian I would be even happier.. I'll see how things go from there.. Haha felt God's presence today.. He told me that Jingshan will come to church, but He didnt tell me when.. Hmm, nevermind I shall be patient and wait.. I know she's coming, I have absolute faith in her.. Wei Ling's right, the only way to thank God is to reach out to more people.. That way, more people will be saved and God wants to save those who are lost. By reaching out, we're helping Him with his task! (Y)
Prayers:
5 people from T04 to be planted in HOGC by December
Jingshan to come ta church
Mandy to become a Christian
Yijun, Andre and De Wei to go for service at least once
Me to overcome my sharing issue..
God to take out those "darts" in my heart
Class outing
Woot, class outing was totally awesome XD Shame that only half the class went.. And a few left early... What kind of a class outing doesnt include everyone? Gotta get jianhe and sijie there sometime.. Lol
Anyway, started off by eating lunch.. Well, what else can I say about lunch? Other than Parkway being freaking expensive for me.. (No income for these few weeks =/) And then being introduced to Koi.. Didnt try it though.. Lack of money + I didnt know what to order stopped me =.= Fail.. LOL Bright side: Tiong Bahru porridge XD
Then the rain came.. I think Glenn has an amazing power to call on the rain.. And I have the amazing ability to make it stop (after a while).. Lol we're good XD Off ta ECP next though.. Walking there was awesome.. Me, Sherlynn and Mandy got lost =.= Apparently the rest were too busy chatting with one another to realise that we were gone O.o Lol, least it was better than letting Sherlynn and Mandy get lost.. Haha..
Anyway, stupid rain, I hate it.. I love walking in it though HAHA, too bad it made walking to ECP hard.. VERY VERY hard.. Bah.. + Cycling and Rollerblading would be made much harder.. Lol.. And I hadnt learnt how to freaking cycle... (I did at the end though, Woot!)
Honestly though, I wasn't sure that I wanted to learn how to cycle today.. Apparently I wasnt the only one that couldn't cycle, made things much more comfortable.. Since last time @ ECP, I was the only one that couldn't cycle =.= But we couldnt roller blade due to the crappy weather.. Oh well, A blessing in disguise? Took me forever to learn though.. Haha thanks to Andre, Sherlynn, Winston and Glenn for helping me though.. + Thanks to Jingshan and Denise for the encouragement as well.. (Y)
Learnt cycling and then immediately almost slammed into a tree.. LOL best cycling experience ever.. Although I did crash into Andre 2x later........... Yea... I better learn how to control me bike better.. And it started so well.. Me cycling from 1 point to the other in a straight line.. Hell I didnt believe I travelled in a straight line.. Apparently nobody was there so no one can vouch for it.. Maybe nobody around then i can cycle better.. Yay for less pressure? + I did pray to God that I'd be able to cycle, and I did.. Wow, I really can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!!
I seriously love T04, it truly is the best class I've ever had.. Random people, supportive friends.. What more can I ask for? Haha and very stubborn people who managed to fly a kite w/o anybody's help.. (Y)
Sherlynn becomes the 2nd person to know about that dream.. Andre told her with my consent while I was around.. Hmm... I still dont know what to feel about it.. It just feels damn real..
Anyway, started off by eating lunch.. Well, what else can I say about lunch? Other than Parkway being freaking expensive for me.. (No income for these few weeks =/) And then being introduced to Koi.. Didnt try it though.. Lack of money + I didnt know what to order stopped me =.= Fail.. LOL Bright side: Tiong Bahru porridge XD
Then the rain came.. I think Glenn has an amazing power to call on the rain.. And I have the amazing ability to make it stop (after a while).. Lol we're good XD Off ta ECP next though.. Walking there was awesome.. Me, Sherlynn and Mandy got lost =.= Apparently the rest were too busy chatting with one another to realise that we were gone O.o Lol, least it was better than letting Sherlynn and Mandy get lost.. Haha..
Anyway, stupid rain, I hate it.. I love walking in it though HAHA, too bad it made walking to ECP hard.. VERY VERY hard.. Bah.. + Cycling and Rollerblading would be made much harder.. Lol.. And I hadnt learnt how to freaking cycle... (I did at the end though, Woot!)
Honestly though, I wasn't sure that I wanted to learn how to cycle today.. Apparently I wasnt the only one that couldn't cycle, made things much more comfortable.. Since last time @ ECP, I was the only one that couldn't cycle =.= But we couldnt roller blade due to the crappy weather.. Oh well, A blessing in disguise? Took me forever to learn though.. Haha thanks to Andre, Sherlynn, Winston and Glenn for helping me though.. + Thanks to Jingshan and Denise for the encouragement as well.. (Y)
Learnt cycling and then immediately almost slammed into a tree.. LOL best cycling experience ever.. Although I did crash into Andre 2x later........... Yea... I better learn how to control me bike better.. And it started so well.. Me cycling from 1 point to the other in a straight line.. Hell I didnt believe I travelled in a straight line.. Apparently nobody was there so no one can vouch for it.. Maybe nobody around then i can cycle better.. Yay for less pressure? + I did pray to God that I'd be able to cycle, and I did.. Wow, I really can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!!
I seriously love T04, it truly is the best class I've ever had.. Random people, supportive friends.. What more can I ask for? Haha and very stubborn people who managed to fly a kite w/o anybody's help.. (Y)
Sherlynn becomes the 2nd person to know about that dream.. Andre told her with my consent while I was around.. Hmm... I still dont know what to feel about it.. It just feels damn real..
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Wow, too busy with life to update.. Haha.. Making this a short one though..To remember all the prayers I've made this week.
1) Jingshan to come to church
2) Mandy to become a Christian
3) PCS T04 to have at least 5 people in HOGC at the end of the year
4) A bunch of people to finish and submit ITABS (Complete)
And about the website? Haha, I think I did an ok job of it.. Hell if I get an A I'll be freaking glad XD Hopefully the secondary school curse of me scoring the best on my worst subject happens again here in Poly.. It kinda be weird.. Haha
Side note: Last BMT training this Sunday, + Holidays are here to stay! Until exams at least.. Haha good luck for your exams everybody.. Can't wait to join a ministry.. Even though I am absolutely clueless as to what ministry I'm interested in.. Ahh well, God'll pick for me =D
1) Jingshan to come to church
2) Mandy to become a Christian
3) PCS T04 to have at least 5 people in HOGC at the end of the year
4) A bunch of people to finish and submit ITABS (Complete)
And about the website? Haha, I think I did an ok job of it.. Hell if I get an A I'll be freaking glad XD Hopefully the secondary school curse of me scoring the best on my worst subject happens again here in Poly.. It kinda be weird.. Haha
Side note: Last BMT training this Sunday, + Holidays are here to stay! Until exams at least.. Haha good luck for your exams everybody.. Can't wait to join a ministry.. Even though I am absolutely clueless as to what ministry I'm interested in.. Ahh well, God'll pick for me =D
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Week 16, finally over.
Haven't been here in a while.. Too caught up with school..Haha 2nd hell week's over for PCS, all that's left is a stupid website due on tuesday. Can I not do it? Haha epic pointlessness for website =.=
Ok, finished yesterday's truckload of assignments.. I bet Samantha Choo didnt realise that half the people in her echat was busy print out their essays while in e chat XD Including me of course.. LOL anyway.. I think we did crap for our analysis report.. Saddedism, I think B is the highest we can get.. Dammit, more points lost.. Ahh well, we did it rather last minute anyway.. I dont know if I wanna keep doing things last minute anymore.. Then there was the essay.. Haha that was ok.. I edited it at 4am.. And then edited it again at 1pm (I probably should have carried on with the analysis report instead) due to various problems.. Hopefully I can get an A for Comm Service and maybe B+ for Writ Com? Yea, then I'd have B+ for Writ Com overall and my Comm service would be an A =D
Still left with IT though.. Man I really dont see the point of doing a website =.= Esp one that needs so many crappy things and a 1 minute flash crap that tells people of me learning journey.. Go fail in a hole please itabs...
Went for Glenn's CG afterwards though.. Haha it was pretty interesting I'd have to say.. He didn't prepare but it seemed ok.. I wanted more songs though HAHA.. Can't wait for next week's one.. I think I'll have 2 CGs in a day.. Haha that will be so epic.. I hope I can digest them all =D
Ok, finished yesterday's truckload of assignments.. I bet Samantha Choo didnt realise that half the people in her echat was busy print out their essays while in e chat XD Including me of course.. LOL anyway.. I think we did crap for our analysis report.. Saddedism, I think B is the highest we can get.. Dammit, more points lost.. Ahh well, we did it rather last minute anyway.. I dont know if I wanna keep doing things last minute anymore.. Then there was the essay.. Haha that was ok.. I edited it at 4am.. And then edited it again at 1pm (I probably should have carried on with the analysis report instead) due to various problems.. Hopefully I can get an A for Comm Service and maybe B+ for Writ Com? Yea, then I'd have B+ for Writ Com overall and my Comm service would be an A =D
Still left with IT though.. Man I really dont see the point of doing a website =.= Esp one that needs so many crappy things and a 1 minute flash crap that tells people of me learning journey.. Go fail in a hole please itabs...
Went for Glenn's CG afterwards though.. Haha it was pretty interesting I'd have to say.. He didn't prepare but it seemed ok.. I wanted more songs though HAHA.. Can't wait for next week's one.. I think I'll have 2 CGs in a day.. Haha that will be so epic.. I hope I can digest them all =D
Sunday, August 1, 2010
HOGC BMT 2010
What a powerful day it was today.. 4 sermons that lasted from 8 to 5.. Whoa.. Its amazing how I survived so long without falling asleep.. That after sleeping for...... 4 hours? Haha.. Its great seeing all the zone leaders preaching to us! Really shows me how much that they have grown as a Christian and how much God has touched them.. Haha pretty amazing what we learnt today.. I better apply it in my daily life.. Especially the planning part.. So I can have more time for church.. Hopefully without parental objections..
Started the day at 6am.. Haha I dont know how I got up on time but I did.. Thanks God!! Haha, horrifyingly it was raining when I woke up.. I don't like the rain.. Especially in the morning.. When my sinus acts up..... Met with Anderlin and Kareen before heading to Macs for breakfast.. Lol I burnt my tongue.. How epic.. Haha
4 sermons = Evangelism, Planning, basic BMT stuff and something else which I can't remember.. Haha that was a lot of stuff to remember.. Thankfully I took down notes.. Will read them through again either later or tomorrow.. Its a weird thing having 4 sermons in 1 day.. I can only imagine next week.. 5 sermons including pastor's message.. Hmm, nevermind we can all do it! I'm sure of it!! Haha
Went to play soccer after that though.. In the rain.. The rain wasn't heavy though, so it was ok.. Just wet.. Extremely wet the court was.. Hmmm... Ahh well, had tons of fun =D scored a few goals (although they were against pri school children i guess?)! Haha De Wei didnt go though.. He said he was at 12 then said he no mood at 5.. *shrugs* He'll go some other day.. Me too, since BMT + church = 9 to 5 at church.. Whoa, kinda reminds me of work! Haha but I'm happy to be at the House of God XD
2/8/10
2nd post since I saved a draft of the previous post lol.. Hell was I tired today.. Probably should have gotten 15 minutes more sleep? Haha slept a total of 9hours over the weekend.. That's probably the shortest amount of sleep that I've ever had since entering poly.. It was worth it though =D Went to school early for consultation, it was ok.. Since she had seen my essay already.. And I haven't really edited much of it.. Woot.. Happy day, until I realised i didnt bring my laptop charger.. Epic fail.. Haha survived on 44 minutes of laptop usage.. Feels damn little nowadays..
Anyway, started on project.. The psych project of doom right after consultation.. Hmm.. We finally got started on the project again.. It had stalled over the last few weeks.. Oh well.. We did finish it at the end of the day, thankfully.. 4-5 interviews + lots of filming with Mandy's camera. (if you're reading this, thanks!!)
Then sociology tutorial... Hell, that was hell.. Lol.. Handed back ALL 3 assignments that we did over the last 2-3 months.. It was ok i guess? 3 Bs.. Not that bad I guess.. My socio's looking at a B grade now.. Much better than writ comm though.. (at C+)
Andre's being secretive though.. He didnt want to tell people where he had went at the start of sociology.. Only I know I think.. Other than him of course.. Lol he didnt even tell Sherlynn or Mandy where he went.. Kinda weird.. + Jiaqian and Jianhe also.. Why so secretive?
Started the day at 6am.. Haha I dont know how I got up on time but I did.. Thanks God!! Haha, horrifyingly it was raining when I woke up.. I don't like the rain.. Especially in the morning.. When my sinus acts up..... Met with Anderlin and Kareen before heading to Macs for breakfast.. Lol I burnt my tongue.. How epic.. Haha
4 sermons = Evangelism, Planning, basic BMT stuff and something else which I can't remember.. Haha that was a lot of stuff to remember.. Thankfully I took down notes.. Will read them through again either later or tomorrow.. Its a weird thing having 4 sermons in 1 day.. I can only imagine next week.. 5 sermons including pastor's message.. Hmm, nevermind we can all do it! I'm sure of it!! Haha
Went to play soccer after that though.. In the rain.. The rain wasn't heavy though, so it was ok.. Just wet.. Extremely wet the court was.. Hmmm... Ahh well, had tons of fun =D scored a few goals (although they were against pri school children i guess?)! Haha De Wei didnt go though.. He said he was at 12 then said he no mood at 5.. *shrugs* He'll go some other day.. Me too, since BMT + church = 9 to 5 at church.. Whoa, kinda reminds me of work! Haha but I'm happy to be at the House of God XD
2/8/10
2nd post since I saved a draft of the previous post lol.. Hell was I tired today.. Probably should have gotten 15 minutes more sleep? Haha slept a total of 9hours over the weekend.. That's probably the shortest amount of sleep that I've ever had since entering poly.. It was worth it though =D Went to school early for consultation, it was ok.. Since she had seen my essay already.. And I haven't really edited much of it.. Woot.. Happy day, until I realised i didnt bring my laptop charger.. Epic fail.. Haha survived on 44 minutes of laptop usage.. Feels damn little nowadays..
Anyway, started on project.. The psych project of doom right after consultation.. Hmm.. We finally got started on the project again.. It had stalled over the last few weeks.. Oh well.. We did finish it at the end of the day, thankfully.. 4-5 interviews + lots of filming with Mandy's camera. (if you're reading this, thanks!!)
Then sociology tutorial... Hell, that was hell.. Lol.. Handed back ALL 3 assignments that we did over the last 2-3 months.. It was ok i guess? 3 Bs.. Not that bad I guess.. My socio's looking at a B grade now.. Much better than writ comm though.. (at C+)
Andre's being secretive though.. He didnt want to tell people where he had went at the start of sociology.. Only I know I think.. Other than him of course.. Lol he didnt even tell Sherlynn or Mandy where he went.. Kinda weird.. + Jiaqian and Jianhe also.. Why so secretive?
Saturday, July 31, 2010
???
Don't know what I'm supposed to feel right now.. I'm just letting the words sink in I guess.. Hmm, its weird.. I guess its true that everyone's impatient.. They want immediate results in school, in their family.. Blah blah blah.. But I don't know.. I just don't agree with something I guess? Yea, its a choice I gotta make, albeit a hard one.. Honestly though, I can't imagine eternal life in heaven yet.. I need more time to think.. Wei Le said that I'm already quite good, 3 month old Christian and I've already tried asking people to church.. And attending church regularly.. But its weird to me? Its weird how everyone seems on fire for Christ and I'm not? Maybe I'm just thinking inferiorly again.. I dont know..
God told me that I should stop comparing myself to others.. That I should believe in myself more.. But I dont know.. I hate this feeling of insecurity. And inferiority complex.. I guess I'm more confident than I was a few months ago, I should be proud of that Lol.. But I dont know.. I dont wanna think about it anymore.. Praying to be more secure I guess, heck sometimes I dont even know how to feel secure unless I'm in church or something..
Time to pray for myself I guess, too focused on praying for others that I've neglected myself..
God told me that I should stop comparing myself to others.. That I should believe in myself more.. But I dont know.. I hate this feeling of insecurity. And inferiority complex.. I guess I'm more confident than I was a few months ago, I should be proud of that Lol.. But I dont know.. I dont wanna think about it anymore.. Praying to be more secure I guess, heck sometimes I dont even know how to feel secure unless I'm in church or something..
Time to pray for myself I guess, too focused on praying for others that I've neglected myself..
Friday, July 30, 2010
Week 15. Chapter Closed.
The end of week 15. Next week, the last week for this semester excluding exams.. Whoa.. Time really flies.. Still feels like we're midway through semester 1.. O.O Ahh well, I guess I can't help it.. T04's too awesome, and when you're having fun time flies.. Haha..
Anyway, its friday.. Hell yea, the end of a rather slack week i guess? Haha when was the last time school felt so relaxed? We're probably gonna die next week though.. Hmmmm.... 3 assignments are due.. Especially the psychology project... That's a big killer.. Ahh well, no use worrying about it, we'll do well for it! I'm sure of it! We must have faith in God that He'll see us through these challenges after all =D
Anyway, only had S and W today.. LOL we're ending soon.. Last lesson next week.. Hmmm... Strange.. 15 weeks in and I didnt really made any new friends in S and W.. This is the only module so far where I'm as silent as the night.. Odd eh? Maybe I'm too used with T04, I always feel demoralised on fridays actually.. Hmmm... Anyway, had a temporary coach today.. I think the previous one was better, less strict and more funny. Haha anyway, we just had lots and lots of exercises.. HELL.. My muscles ache.. Haha, had some lecture on nutrition as well.. Apparently you should eat good foods for breakfast, eat until you're full for lunch and eat little for dinner.. How interesting, to say the least.. LOL
Anyway, proceeded to help Yijun and Andre with their ITABS thing.. Lol I still don't believe I'm actually helping people with IT.. Haha I don't think I'm good at it.. Oh well, managed to solve some problems that they encountered I guess.. Not bad, finished my draft at around 8 as well.. Hope it was good, I don't wanna redo the stupid thing =.=
Haha, shared a lot today, and people shared a lot with me today.. Hmmm.. Don't worry, your secrets are safe with me HAHA.. Weird though.. I only told 1 person about that dream.. I dont know if I want that dream to happen.. It feels weird.. Oh well, I'll let God decide my destiny for me, no need to worry! Seek first his kingdom, and then everything will fall into place =D
(Hoping I didn't fall for anyone w/o knowing it... That'd kinda be annoying =.=)
Anyway, its friday.. Hell yea, the end of a rather slack week i guess? Haha when was the last time school felt so relaxed? We're probably gonna die next week though.. Hmmmm.... 3 assignments are due.. Especially the psychology project... That's a big killer.. Ahh well, no use worrying about it, we'll do well for it! I'm sure of it! We must have faith in God that He'll see us through these challenges after all =D
Anyway, only had S and W today.. LOL we're ending soon.. Last lesson next week.. Hmmm... Strange.. 15 weeks in and I didnt really made any new friends in S and W.. This is the only module so far where I'm as silent as the night.. Odd eh? Maybe I'm too used with T04, I always feel demoralised on fridays actually.. Hmmm... Anyway, had a temporary coach today.. I think the previous one was better, less strict and more funny. Haha anyway, we just had lots and lots of exercises.. HELL.. My muscles ache.. Haha, had some lecture on nutrition as well.. Apparently you should eat good foods for breakfast, eat until you're full for lunch and eat little for dinner.. How interesting, to say the least.. LOL
Anyway, proceeded to help Yijun and Andre with their ITABS thing.. Lol I still don't believe I'm actually helping people with IT.. Haha I don't think I'm good at it.. Oh well, managed to solve some problems that they encountered I guess.. Not bad, finished my draft at around 8 as well.. Hope it was good, I don't wanna redo the stupid thing =.=
Haha, shared a lot today, and people shared a lot with me today.. Hmmm.. Don't worry, your secrets are safe with me HAHA.. Weird though.. I only told 1 person about that dream.. I dont know if I want that dream to happen.. It feels weird.. Oh well, I'll let God decide my destiny for me, no need to worry! Seek first his kingdom, and then everything will fall into place =D
(Hoping I didn't fall for anyone w/o knowing it... That'd kinda be annoying =.=)
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
28/7 1st CG meeting!!
Hell, past few days were severely uneventful LOL..
Anyway, badminton.. Man, only 7 people turned up today.. Haha a few were in the gym so I can't really blame them.. Hmm... Hope everyone had fun.. Haha, feels weird having badminton when there's not lesson in the morning.. O.o and then... ITABS.... My goodness... 50% done by Friday? That sounds tough.. Ahh well, it could have been worse, handing it up on Thursday would probably kill us more.. Lol, gonna pray that I would do this and not procrastinate.. It is ITABS after all..
Off to CG next.. Ok, I admit, I was rather hesitant to go since it was my 1st time there..+ it is kinda awkward if you're the only guy that went eh? Haha, thankfully chen fei was there also, lucky I wasn't the only one there.. O.o Anyway, it was fun.. Haha I didn't know it was Kareen's 1st time too.. Strange.. We're all busier than i thought...
Great praching by Wei Ling today.. Haha I have to admit, I'm too bloody insecure.. That's why I don't share experiences with others.. Esp when Li Ping wanted me to share.. Haha I dont know.. Issit due to me feeling too inferior? Or something else? I dont know.. Must change soon! Step out of my comfort zone! Must have the leap of faith as well.. Haha I should pray for that eh? Lol,,
Back to work.. Psych and ITABS will be difficult to deal with.. Esp since Andre kinda relinquished all roles of being leader of the group.. And only me and JiaQian seem to be ok leading the group.. Problem is that she has a lot of commitments.. So its up to me.. Hmm... Stepping out of the comfort zone to be some sort of leader.. This is actually quite interesting.. Except for juggling everyone's free time in doing the project.. Hm, its time to lead then! The fate of the world rests on it! Or maybe not.. HAHA XD
Spent a while doing my ITABS stuff though.. Probably finishing the flash banner before heading off to bed.. Good luck all that visit my blog and need to do ITABS!
Anyway, badminton.. Man, only 7 people turned up today.. Haha a few were in the gym so I can't really blame them.. Hmm... Hope everyone had fun.. Haha, feels weird having badminton when there's not lesson in the morning.. O.o and then... ITABS.... My goodness... 50% done by Friday? That sounds tough.. Ahh well, it could have been worse, handing it up on Thursday would probably kill us more.. Lol, gonna pray that I would do this and not procrastinate.. It is ITABS after all..
Off to CG next.. Ok, I admit, I was rather hesitant to go since it was my 1st time there..+ it is kinda awkward if you're the only guy that went eh? Haha, thankfully chen fei was there also, lucky I wasn't the only one there.. O.o Anyway, it was fun.. Haha I didn't know it was Kareen's 1st time too.. Strange.. We're all busier than i thought...
Great praching by Wei Ling today.. Haha I have to admit, I'm too bloody insecure.. That's why I don't share experiences with others.. Esp when Li Ping wanted me to share.. Haha I dont know.. Issit due to me feeling too inferior? Or something else? I dont know.. Must change soon! Step out of my comfort zone! Must have the leap of faith as well.. Haha I should pray for that eh? Lol,,
Back to work.. Psych and ITABS will be difficult to deal with.. Esp since Andre kinda relinquished all roles of being leader of the group.. And only me and JiaQian seem to be ok leading the group.. Problem is that she has a lot of commitments.. So its up to me.. Hmm... Stepping out of the comfort zone to be some sort of leader.. This is actually quite interesting.. Except for juggling everyone's free time in doing the project.. Hm, its time to lead then! The fate of the world rests on it! Or maybe not.. HAHA XD
Spent a while doing my ITABS stuff though.. Probably finishing the flash banner before heading off to bed.. Good luck all that visit my blog and need to do ITABS!
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Past Revisited
Started my day in the afternoon lol, somehow managed to get 11 hours of sleep.. Hmm, when the hell was the last time that happened? So anyway, my dad's back from China, he got me a watch but no Liverpool jersey...... Oh well, I'll get it somehow I guess XD
SO anyway, afternoon was boring as well, zzzz boring day is boring.. Until I went for soccer, hell when was the last time I played soccer? Though it was only for 1 hour.. Haha enjoyed myself though, ran around like a retard with alex, that was a great assist I made though, good pass and qually good finish by alex.. Scored a goal as well XD And missed 2 good chances.. Oh well, I need more practice..
Why did I only play for 1 hour? That was due to me having to go to a play @ Woodlands CC.. Went there with Yee Wei, her siblings, Kang Ling, Kimberly, Chelsia and Andre.. That was an absolutely incredible play I have to admit.. It really shocked me as to how real that was for me.. Story's kinda similar to my thoughts when I was in sec 3 and 4.. I'm glad I've gotten over those feelings already.. The play made me tear like mad though, haha last time i teared that badly was 21 June? That weird 1am break down i had.. Hmmm.. Really realized how much I've changed in just this year alone.. Thanks to HOGC and God for making me realize the importance of my family and how fortunate I am to have them..
Went home after that though, had a chat with Chelsia bout O levels.. Lol seriously revisited my past like mad today.. Hmm, I wonder if its a sign of God, since this time, I am quite happy about it.. Stuff like these really makes me treasure my life more! Hope everyone else had a great time there, I know I did
SO anyway, afternoon was boring as well, zzzz boring day is boring.. Until I went for soccer, hell when was the last time I played soccer? Though it was only for 1 hour.. Haha enjoyed myself though, ran around like a retard with alex, that was a great assist I made though, good pass and qually good finish by alex.. Scored a goal as well XD And missed 2 good chances.. Oh well, I need more practice..
Why did I only play for 1 hour? That was due to me having to go to a play @ Woodlands CC.. Went there with Yee Wei, her siblings, Kang Ling, Kimberly, Chelsia and Andre.. That was an absolutely incredible play I have to admit.. It really shocked me as to how real that was for me.. Story's kinda similar to my thoughts when I was in sec 3 and 4.. I'm glad I've gotten over those feelings already.. The play made me tear like mad though, haha last time i teared that badly was 21 June? That weird 1am break down i had.. Hmmm.. Really realized how much I've changed in just this year alone.. Thanks to HOGC and God for making me realize the importance of my family and how fortunate I am to have them..
Went home after that though, had a chat with Chelsia bout O levels.. Lol seriously revisited my past like mad today.. Hmm, I wonder if its a sign of God, since this time, I am quite happy about it.. Stuff like these really makes me treasure my life more! Hope everyone else had a great time there, I know I did
Saturday, July 24, 2010
IJC + 24/7/10
The finale to IJ, Jumpstart challenge.. Haha had fun with that, I'm kinda sad that T82 would never meet again probably.. Lol I love the class, twas awesome, esp since I was the noisiest there? Haha
Anyway, back to IJC, it went well, we kinda had problems along the way with it in the middle.. Lol, we came up with too many great ideas after we decided on the solution beforehand so it was very hectic.. We even changed our root cause midway through the challenge.. Haha it still went ok, our model wasn't that good but I felt that it conveyed our idea well.. E Lin said that our content was good, an A, but creativity + originality would cost us since our marketing ideas were too common.. Sad, probably getting a B but its still all right XD
On to events on 24/7.. 1st was the comm service we had for Magic Club Lol.. Even though this was the 1st time I went there, (had other commitments on the 2 other days), it still ended up quite well, Hahaha, only 5 of us went though >.> But whatever, we had fun, even though we spent a while getting to someplace where i could have reached through 2? bus stops.. LOL spent 1 hour at KFC cos they had announcements though.. Haha anyway, went in and talked to the kids for a while.. Haha i dont even think we made bookmarks XD Feels like an eternity since I talked to kids.. They're so hyper! Haha enjoyed making a fool our of myself in front of kids though, they won't really judge me XD
Went back home with Andre and tried to do the extra credits.. It was a failure.. Stupid instructions made no sense at all =.= Can't Samantha Choo give us something that makes sense for once? Went to church after that though, never did tell anyone that I had my old illness acting up (the sudden pricking of the lungs).
Had fun, Pastor How talked about Regent Business School; his motives for opening it and the intended audience really captivated me.. Somehow people aren't afforded a second chance in education in Singapore.. RBS would offer second chances to those that did poorly in A or O levels and that was inspiring.. Why the heck do people think that if you run a business after you start a church or charity is wrong? zzzzzzz
Anyway, FINALLY hang out with CG after service.. Man, it feels like forever since we did that.. Oh well, I had fun.. Rey had to go off earlier though.. Her sms was kinda true though.. Everyone seems to have shared more this time.. Hmm, maybe cutting B1 into various smaller groups was for the best after all.. Cant wait for CG this weds? Hope I can make it.. I need to get the psych crap done 1st though.. Haha I'm sure my group can do it!!
Well that's all for this rather hectic week.. LOL feels like forever sia.. Haha so its time to close this chapter
Week 14, Chapter Closed.
Anyway, back to IJC, it went well, we kinda had problems along the way with it in the middle.. Lol, we came up with too many great ideas after we decided on the solution beforehand so it was very hectic.. We even changed our root cause midway through the challenge.. Haha it still went ok, our model wasn't that good but I felt that it conveyed our idea well.. E Lin said that our content was good, an A, but creativity + originality would cost us since our marketing ideas were too common.. Sad, probably getting a B but its still all right XD
On to events on 24/7.. 1st was the comm service we had for Magic Club Lol.. Even though this was the 1st time I went there, (had other commitments on the 2 other days), it still ended up quite well, Hahaha, only 5 of us went though >.> But whatever, we had fun, even though we spent a while getting to someplace where i could have reached through 2? bus stops.. LOL spent 1 hour at KFC cos they had announcements though.. Haha anyway, went in and talked to the kids for a while.. Haha i dont even think we made bookmarks XD Feels like an eternity since I talked to kids.. They're so hyper! Haha enjoyed making a fool our of myself in front of kids though, they won't really judge me XD
Went back home with Andre and tried to do the extra credits.. It was a failure.. Stupid instructions made no sense at all =.= Can't Samantha Choo give us something that makes sense for once? Went to church after that though, never did tell anyone that I had my old illness acting up (the sudden pricking of the lungs).
Had fun, Pastor How talked about Regent Business School; his motives for opening it and the intended audience really captivated me.. Somehow people aren't afforded a second chance in education in Singapore.. RBS would offer second chances to those that did poorly in A or O levels and that was inspiring.. Why the heck do people think that if you run a business after you start a church or charity is wrong? zzzzzzz
Anyway, FINALLY hang out with CG after service.. Man, it feels like forever since we did that.. Oh well, I had fun.. Rey had to go off earlier though.. Her sms was kinda true though.. Everyone seems to have shared more this time.. Hmm, maybe cutting B1 into various smaller groups was for the best after all.. Cant wait for CG this weds? Hope I can make it.. I need to get the psych crap done 1st though.. Haha I'm sure my group can do it!!
Well that's all for this rather hectic week.. LOL feels like forever sia.. Haha so its time to close this chapter
Week 14, Chapter Closed.
Thursday, July 22, 2010
22 July, Angry or not?
Yea, kinda epic.. Stuttered like crap during presentation.. I only hope that nobody noticed. (probably everyone did) HahI'm not sure if we really did do well according that what the teacher said actually, it just seems like a lie. Haha or is that conspiracy theory? XD
Ahh well, done with essay, done with editing, looks like I can look forward to Jumpstart day tomorrow + all the events i can do during the weekends.. Lol, feels like forever since I stayed in church until after dinner.. Nothing much is left for us I think.. Psych crap... And ITABS... AW COME ON... Its like a whole chunk of bullcrap dumped on us... Dreamweaver is annoying as usual... Sian.. Oh well, there's nothing much we can do anyway, we did bring up ITABS during the director's dialogue after all
Anyway, don't know.. Was i unhappy today? Andre said I was shouting at everybody in the day during ITABS.. I didn't think so.. *shrugs* Or maybe he's just stressed, heck, we all are.. He's still not done with his essay and its 7.40 already.. Hmmm, finished my editing roughly 20 mins ago only.. E learning for Writ Comm is annoying.. Ahh well, nothing much left.. Hope he'll be all right tomorrow or something.. Haha
Jumpstart Day, 23rd July 2010 = Chapter Close for Week 14
Ahh well, done with essay, done with editing, looks like I can look forward to Jumpstart day tomorrow + all the events i can do during the weekends.. Lol, feels like forever since I stayed in church until after dinner.. Nothing much is left for us I think.. Psych crap... And ITABS... AW COME ON... Its like a whole chunk of bullcrap dumped on us... Dreamweaver is annoying as usual... Sian.. Oh well, there's nothing much we can do anyway, we did bring up ITABS during the director's dialogue after all
Anyway, don't know.. Was i unhappy today? Andre said I was shouting at everybody in the day during ITABS.. I didn't think so.. *shrugs* Or maybe he's just stressed, heck, we all are.. He's still not done with his essay and its 7.40 already.. Hmmm, finished my editing roughly 20 mins ago only.. E learning for Writ Comm is annoying.. Ahh well, nothing much left.. Hope he'll be all right tomorrow or something.. Haha
Jumpstart Day, 23rd July 2010 = Chapter Close for Week 14
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Week 14 (Mid Way)
Hell, its been a tough week, psych presentation on monday and a rather epic final essay to do.. Haha glad i woke up at 4am to do the stupid essay, otherwise need to rush.. Didnt really wanted to give my partner a hard time editing my essay.. Hahahah freaking tired though.. I almost fell asleep on the bus and train.. Almost fell on a stranger's lap on the train.. That. Was. Weird. LOL
Anyway, we're halfway through this tough week, so many things happened today.. Angel/Mortal's finally done.. Kinda figured that Jianhe was my angel though.. He's the only one that.. Well ya know.. Haha he joined us for badminton though.. Thankfully.. Hell, I wonder why he likes to distance himself from the class so much.. Hmmmm... Played my heart out today, hence my extreme fatigue now..
Then there was the director's dialogue thing.. LOL that was kinda interesting, everyone kept bombing ITABS and writ comm.. Funny sia.. Haha then went to the attic to find Andre... And Mandy.. Lol, they were still rushing through essays.. Should have sat with Andre but sat with Mandy though.. Ex-Primary school mates i guess.. Haha learnt more about her though, heck i wanna learn more about everybody.. Hate it when i cant help anybody with their work/life though.. I hate this feeling, probably came to PCS to eradicate these feelings, they keep coming back to haunt me though.. Makes me feel helpless at times >.>
Eventful day ends with this post.. Lol, its community service presentation tmr.. Hope I'm ready, I dont wanna stutter too much again.. I hate presentations.. LOL
Anyway, we're halfway through this tough week, so many things happened today.. Angel/Mortal's finally done.. Kinda figured that Jianhe was my angel though.. He's the only one that.. Well ya know.. Haha he joined us for badminton though.. Thankfully.. Hell, I wonder why he likes to distance himself from the class so much.. Hmmmm... Played my heart out today, hence my extreme fatigue now..
Then there was the director's dialogue thing.. LOL that was kinda interesting, everyone kept bombing ITABS and writ comm.. Funny sia.. Haha then went to the attic to find Andre... And Mandy.. Lol, they were still rushing through essays.. Should have sat with Andre but sat with Mandy though.. Ex-Primary school mates i guess.. Haha learnt more about her though, heck i wanna learn more about everybody.. Hate it when i cant help anybody with their work/life though.. I hate this feeling, probably came to PCS to eradicate these feelings, they keep coming back to haunt me though.. Makes me feel helpless at times >.>
Eventful day ends with this post.. Lol, its community service presentation tmr.. Hope I'm ready, I dont wanna stutter too much again.. I hate presentations.. LOL
Saturday, July 17, 2010
Church + Psych Prep
Sian, still quite tired.. But I'm sure I'll be fine after church XD
Indeed, met up with Rey Lyn on the mrt before heading off to church, heard her talk about encouraging people and that the tongue shapes our future.. Those are the few words I still remember.. Haha encouraging just comes naturally to me i guess, that's probably why I decided to enter PCS anyway, maybe I'll try it later when we're doing the project..
Service today was kinda interesting.. What Pastor Dr Shearer said was indeed amazing.. He preached on how we, even by being saved once, would tend to be affected by old temptations and not new ones.. This was probably the biggest truth I've ever learnt.. Haha He also said how the Holy Spirit is supposed to guide us into becoming more like Christ instead of Adam.. The most important thing for me however, is the fact that you can have a second cleansing by Jesus to rid yourself of all the past sins.. How amazing is that? And then right after service I had a talk with Wei Le, who was the one that told me how to defeat procrastination : Just do it. How simple can that be? Lol..
So after that, it was project time.. Me and Andre started on it 1st with Jia Qian joining us later.. Apparently he wanted to do a survey which I didn't want to do due to me not thinking that it was a plausible idea.. Blah blah blah, then Jia Qian came and threw out her list of ideas which kinda surprised me. Haha we managed to do probably 70% of the presentation though.. Thankfully.. LOL we better complete it tomorrow.. And sort out the slides.. WE seem to only have 6 slides I think.. Wow. We're gonna do it, I'm sure of it!
Indeed, met up with Rey Lyn on the mrt before heading off to church, heard her talk about encouraging people and that the tongue shapes our future.. Those are the few words I still remember.. Haha encouraging just comes naturally to me i guess, that's probably why I decided to enter PCS anyway, maybe I'll try it later when we're doing the project..
Service today was kinda interesting.. What Pastor Dr Shearer said was indeed amazing.. He preached on how we, even by being saved once, would tend to be affected by old temptations and not new ones.. This was probably the biggest truth I've ever learnt.. Haha He also said how the Holy Spirit is supposed to guide us into becoming more like Christ instead of Adam.. The most important thing for me however, is the fact that you can have a second cleansing by Jesus to rid yourself of all the past sins.. How amazing is that? And then right after service I had a talk with Wei Le, who was the one that told me how to defeat procrastination : Just do it. How simple can that be? Lol..
So after that, it was project time.. Me and Andre started on it 1st with Jia Qian joining us later.. Apparently he wanted to do a survey which I didn't want to do due to me not thinking that it was a plausible idea.. Blah blah blah, then Jia Qian came and threw out her list of ideas which kinda surprised me. Haha we managed to do probably 70% of the presentation though.. Thankfully.. LOL we better complete it tomorrow.. And sort out the slides.. WE seem to only have 6 slides I think.. Wow. We're gonna do it, I'm sure of it!
17th July
Started own blog today. Lol, I'd never do this back in secondary school. Then again, many things have changed. It feels like years since I've been back in CTSS. I miss them all, the teacher sand my friends. Unfortunately, life goes on, we're all in tertiary institutes now.. Hope everybody's doing fine.
Anyway... Back to today then.. Told Andre that I'd be doing a blog soon. Honestly I didn't think I'd do one.. Just like half the things I say but end up not doing.. Like my new year's resolution to be more hardworking..
Ahh well, back to the day then.. We were going to collect denims for World Vision Centre. HAHA, I still can't remember the name of that organisation, hope I spelt it right XD Well, we somehow managed to collect 187 pairs for the challenge, 62 pairs more than our target.. Good job everyone! LOL I definitely had fun running about and asking for jeans donations.. Block 323 was the best, 1st two homes gave us a few jeans, with Sherlynn finding an ang moh and being super happy about it XD Lots of things happened during the challenge though.. We got to know more about our seniors and classmates.. Ahh the beauty of grouping up.. Haha really found out a lot.. Someone's claustrophobia, something that I never expected I guess.. Finally we saw Jianhe enjoying himself, he was laughing for quite a while the entire time.. I hope he feels part of T04, for some reason I keep sensing a barrier that he has from the class or something.. Didn't really talk to the seniors though.. Still can't be friendly immediately for some reason =/ Oh ya, found a 500 ml ice cream soda bottle as well today.. Man, those things are as rare as rare can be if not rarer..
After that we went for lunch, Me and Andre went with Jayne, Li Ting, Kang Ling and Denise.. Haha that was quite an interesting lunch.. Jayne and Li Ting eating up so much food it almost felt like a buffet for them XD Invited them to the weekly badminton thing as well, responses seem to be quite good, that of course, since its T04 after all.. Man I really love my class this time.. Found out that Kang Ling can eat a lot as well.. Haha I still ate the fastest though.. Somehow I can eat everything really quick except for desserts.. Hmmmmm... That's interesting i guess.. LOL
Back to school after that, stupid library closing at 5 instead of 5.30.. Went into the library for 5 mins then heard the stupid library closing soon.. Ahh well, didn't really do much for the psych presentation.. Man I'm really scared that we'll be unable to finish it tomorrow.. Played Warcraft after that, still as crap as ever i guess.. Haha
Somehow my parents wanted to eat when I was done.. Finally we ate out together in like forever I think.. Can't remember the last time we ate out. Found out my father was going to China again tomorrow.. Heck, I don't know much about my family nowadays.. Too much work to do.. Psych courses are severely busy.. Had a good talk with them, they're still disapprving for me being a Christian though.. Not sure how I'm going to be able to tell them that.. Oh ya, we ate at Eighteenchefs.. Haha that place is awesome, its always great to see ex-offenders given a second chance.. I mean, everyone deserves it right?
Tired as crap today, hope I'll be less tired tomorrow.. Haha going to church and then doing psych presentation.. Hmm.. How on Earth are we going to finish it in 4 hours...
Anyway... Back to today then.. Told Andre that I'd be doing a blog soon. Honestly I didn't think I'd do one.. Just like half the things I say but end up not doing.. Like my new year's resolution to be more hardworking..
Ahh well, back to the day then.. We were going to collect denims for World Vision Centre. HAHA, I still can't remember the name of that organisation, hope I spelt it right XD Well, we somehow managed to collect 187 pairs for the challenge, 62 pairs more than our target.. Good job everyone! LOL I definitely had fun running about and asking for jeans donations.. Block 323 was the best, 1st two homes gave us a few jeans, with Sherlynn finding an ang moh and being super happy about it XD Lots of things happened during the challenge though.. We got to know more about our seniors and classmates.. Ahh the beauty of grouping up.. Haha really found out a lot.. Someone's claustrophobia, something that I never expected I guess.. Finally we saw Jianhe enjoying himself, he was laughing for quite a while the entire time.. I hope he feels part of T04, for some reason I keep sensing a barrier that he has from the class or something.. Didn't really talk to the seniors though.. Still can't be friendly immediately for some reason =/ Oh ya, found a 500 ml ice cream soda bottle as well today.. Man, those things are as rare as rare can be if not rarer..
After that we went for lunch, Me and Andre went with Jayne, Li Ting, Kang Ling and Denise.. Haha that was quite an interesting lunch.. Jayne and Li Ting eating up so much food it almost felt like a buffet for them XD Invited them to the weekly badminton thing as well, responses seem to be quite good, that of course, since its T04 after all.. Man I really love my class this time.. Found out that Kang Ling can eat a lot as well.. Haha I still ate the fastest though.. Somehow I can eat everything really quick except for desserts.. Hmmmmm... That's interesting i guess.. LOL
Back to school after that, stupid library closing at 5 instead of 5.30.. Went into the library for 5 mins then heard the stupid library closing soon.. Ahh well, didn't really do much for the psych presentation.. Man I'm really scared that we'll be unable to finish it tomorrow.. Played Warcraft after that, still as crap as ever i guess.. Haha
Somehow my parents wanted to eat when I was done.. Finally we ate out together in like forever I think.. Can't remember the last time we ate out. Found out my father was going to China again tomorrow.. Heck, I don't know much about my family nowadays.. Too much work to do.. Psych courses are severely busy.. Had a good talk with them, they're still disapprving for me being a Christian though.. Not sure how I'm going to be able to tell them that.. Oh ya, we ate at Eighteenchefs.. Haha that place is awesome, its always great to see ex-offenders given a second chance.. I mean, everyone deserves it right?
Tired as crap today, hope I'll be less tired tomorrow.. Haha going to church and then doing psych presentation.. Hmm.. How on Earth are we going to finish it in 4 hours...
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